And then:

I heard from the Spencer Foundation, didn’t get it this year. Big disappointment, lasted for a few days.
A friend made her goal, and inspired the rest of us to think about how we can make big dreams happen.
In sum: doubting myself, and believing in others. And feeling amazed it’s May, and so much has happened, and hasn’t, and it’s all about to change again.

May 1st, 2010 at 6:23 pm
I’m sorry you didn’t get your wish fulfilled…move past doubt and think about how your next one will be even better when you get it. HUGS!